It’s not stupid if it works. It’s not pointless or lesser if it changes you. “Childish” is a word we use to shame wonder.
Anything can have meaning if you let it move you, but that movement asks you to be vulnerable. What moves is your true self, the person behind the mask, behind the carefully-crafted story of you: the part of you that knows without facts and speaks without words. It’s a self that’s often buried under social expectations and normative behavior. This can make it frightening to face, but you’ll often find it when you set aside the notion of being an adult with fixed emotions, fixed self, fixed ideas; let yourself be carried away in a moment and abandon composure. In the words of Nuar Alsadir, “let the little one drive”. The reward is remembering that you’re alive.